It was attraction at first sight, it developed gradually. It seemed to be in me all along. It’s different, no heart beats exploding, just that feeling of warm contentment every time you see that person.
Sometimes all I need is to vent out, and vent more.
I can’t believe I had to say those things up front just so you could take back what you said about me. Twist your excuses braaah, still not working. Im in no position to get mad or anything, and its not like I can stay mad at youuuu.
I hope(d) we could go back to the way things were, and so did you. But I don’t think it’s ever gonna be the same. Not for me, although there shouldn’t be any misunderstandings cause both of us cleared things up way back.
We’ve been taking note of your style and we’ve come to be wonderfully addicted to it. We’d like to invite you as our 1st group of fashionista to join WhatIWear in a conquest to inspire the world,changing one wardrobe at a time.
“Don’t put your lips up to my mouth, and tell me you can’t stay, don’t slip your hand under my shirt, and tell me it’s ok don’t say you love me cause you know you’re gonna love me and leave.”—ALONE WITH YOU JAKE OWEN
Date: November 2, 2010 "I’m kinda liking him the past few days you know, for all the right reason. He’s beyond amazing, he’s smart, he’s funny, he’s cute and to top it off, we get along so well. He’s such a good influence to me, like I actually do my homeworks cause at the end of the day he’d text me If I got notes on this class and of course I don’t wanna seem irresponsible. I have so much respect for him that I watch what I say, cause there was a time that he told me… "Claud, medyo foul na yan ha" And I wasn’t even talking about him. I don’t even cut class most esp the classes I have with him which is 5 out of 8. We hang out on all breaks and if my next class isn’t with him, we’d still go up together. And sometimes when I say I’ll follow, he’d still wait for me. That would not make me want to cut. There was a time in our morning class where he hugged me good morning, I moved away cause I told him I didn’t shower… cause I didn’t go home. He was like, "Nag 18 ka lang you’re not gonna go home na" He’s been there all along and I took things lightly, I didn’t think. As much as I don’t wanna regret it, I just wish it didn’t happen. “
I just miss this friend, a lot. And I forgot how close we are, I know we are but I was too mad it’s like I programmed myself to forget things and now I can’t even remember how it felt like. But yeah, now I slightly remember these after reading my post (above). There was one time I was sitting at the couch with my other friend, he’d squeeze himself to make the three of us fit. I remember not wanting to admit to myself or to anyone how jealous I became when he got close to my other girl friend. We were in one hotel room, I wasn’t jealous because of the girl, I was jealous because of how he acted around her in front of me. I don’t know, I guess I wasn’t use to seeing him making kulit to anyone else but me. He’s like my very first good friend in CSB. I know its been more than a year but I never really got over it.
It was the 3 of us, him and my other guy friend whom I equally miss as well :( We all had the same classes and breaks so they were the ones I was always with. How I miss my very first term in CSB!