11:46pm and it feels like way past 3am.
I’m going through the boxes under my bed and found loads of diaries. I’ve always kept one. I started when I was in grade7 and my friend gave me a diary for exchange gift during our christmas party. I wrote about my crushes, petty fights, mostly about boys. Haha! And I really can’t imagine how I used to think then!! It’s funny.
Dec 25 ‘04
Tinext ko si _____ and asked kung kelan babalik si ______, sabi ba naman “I don’t know coz he’s not my friend!”
April 23 ‘05
Oh yeah! ____ will still be studying in southville this coming grade 8!! I hope he’ll be in regular class and be my classmate!!
Jan 13 ‘05
Ano ba yan, Actually ayoko kay _____ pero bakit kaya ako nagkacrush dun? Ewan ko ba parang mahal ko na.
Aug 19 ‘05
Ok, I’m so losing my mind! I don’t know what to do! I started dancing naman since I started going to school, and we always perform in the auditory. Pero now I feel like I’m the worst dancer here ever. I don’t know if kaya ko to tapos in 2 months na yan lahat! Kapagod!
Penshoppe Dance Slam, Skechers Street Dance Competition, 15 expressions of international, Talent Night and Parade of Nation
Sept 10 ‘05
Broken friendship na talaga with ____, ayoko ng ganito kami ng bestfriend ko! I really want to be friends with her again pero it seems impossible, she has a new best friend and I think she’s happy with her. Well, I’m happy for her too. :(
Sept 26 ‘05
Katext ko si _____, and he told me: “It’s really unsual for a girl like you to text me, like you said, you barely know me. But for your kind of girl, it’s impossible to ignore” Ang sweet naman!! Kaso we beat their school sa semi finals! 1st place kami, they’re 2nd lang! Pero galing pa din nya sumayaw! Age doesn’t matter na to!
Nangliligaw na sha, sabi ni _____ ang bilis mashado. It’s true naman. If he loves me (already) like he says he does, then he will wait for me. I’m not sure I want to have a boyfriend at my age. If ever maging kami, it will take a long time. I don’t want to get hurt and cry for a guy. Chickboy sya, he had a lot of girlfriend na. I don’t want to be crying all through out the relationship. Pero ngayon na nalaman ko na ang past nya with girls, nakakawalan ng gana..
Oct 25 ‘05
I’m a weak person and I can’t handle things. I have a Bf that I really like and admire, he’s a dancer, he’s in a band, he sings, plays the guitar and drums, he’s sweet funny and cute! but I hate it cause I can’t to talk to the other guys about anything. And now I’m becoming friends with _____, We just started texting, He’s in 9th grade and he told me “Mahal mo ba talaga yun?” “Bakit mo sha sinagot?” Dunno..
DI KO KERI YAN HA!! ANG OA KO, swear. And a lot more embarassing things I wrote down!!! Me in my grade 7 and 8 self: Drama Queen